I don't think I'd be so upset if this day hadn't come directly following the day I helped install mainline for our powerplant. I got my butt kicked yesturday trying to help with the mainline job. I first laid out bundles of pipe with the loader then I got to hook it all on to the boom truck to be set into the trench. I got clobbered by a 22' stick of 18" 80 PSI pipe and now have a big bruise on my elbow! I tell you what, this powerplant better generate some serious cha-ching to make yesturday worth it for me!
In any case, I should take some time to post about Chase's wedding in St. George, Utah. All I can say is...WHO IN THE HELL GETS MARRIED IN ST. GEORGE IN AUGUST?!?!?! It was so dang hot!!! We all looked like the albinos from Idaho, melting in the heat! You would think that area would be equipped with air conditioning, but nope, wrong!!! Everywhere we went we were dying of heat! The 8 hour trip with the toddler went exactly as one would expect, miserable. All I can say is, I'm glad that's over, and yes...I believe in flying!!!
Boy, I do sound rather negative. The wedding itself was beautiful. Megan looked just as any bride should, gorgeous. Chase looked like any Mormon groom should...ummm, excited? Yeah, that's probably the most appropriate word. I'm sorry though, I had a really difficult time with this wedding. I guess I miss being the bride. I miss the anticipation of the wedding night. I miss the romance and intimacy you feel for the very first time. I'm jealous. There's no other way of putting it. When the wedding was all done, I got to drive home with a screaming toddler and they flew off to Mexico, all expense paid, for a romantic honeymoon. I came home to cows and mainline work and they were laying on the beach. I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'M JEALOUS!!! I tried to talk to Jordan about this, but he just says that he's more excited about where we are now in our lives. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy too, but I just miss the carefree days before children. I love Reiny. I love her so much, and everyday she does something else more adorable than the day before. Now when she cries she says "Reiny sad." It's so cute. But, now I have more responsibility and it doesn't seem to ever have an end in sight. Chase and Megan and concerned with each other, and Jordan and I are debating the right time to start trying to have more kids. I guess, I'm just sad that I'm not there anymore in my life. I have a lot to look forward to, but sometimes I wish I could turn back time and be "young" again in my responsibilities. Oh well, focus on the good, right? I have a great home and family.
Here are some pictures from the wedding. Jordan's cousin Pam took some amazing pictures with her awesome camera and as soon as we get a cd of that, I'll post those too!
Reiny with one of Megan's nephews...making a mess of the flower bed...she loves rocks! What a strange girl she's becoming!
3 comments:
Oh Susan I wish I was there to help and take Reiny.
Just remember it is fun to be in the "newly wed" stage of life but you will return there once the kids are gone and married - just think how that would be and feel? Weird without kids!
And the pictures are great! You guys don't look all that white - definately not leather looking like St. George people but not albino!
I love the last picture of Reiny and her big "cheese" smile - she is looking more and more like you every day - if she only had the toe head blonde hair like you when you were little then I would say twinners!
So, I really miss you - when can we have some sister time????
Hey, you always wish for being young again, but remember you are never too old in life to act young at heart. Your little family looked so cute! I love the pics of you three, you all look beautiful (don't tell Jordan that though). We need to get together for dinner soon!
Susan-
I was jsut catching up on your blog! Life has been busy for you! About your list of things you are thinking about...I think everyone at times, has a similar list running through their head. Mine currently revolves around baby stuff... "Will I ever be able to handle another baby?" "When will he sleep through the night?" "Why do I have such bad anxiety?" Trust me, you're not alone in your list thinking. Hope you are enjoying life's simple pleasures...love you and miss you!
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